The mother said with a worried face, '' What if your boyfriend creates trouble during the wedding? Alright, haven't you guys taken any intimate or embarrassing pictures together? ''

I stood on the balcony and gazed towards the sky, saying, '' Mom, don't worry about Simon, he won't harm me. ''

'' But nowadays, you can't trust these boys. You have to keep your eyes wide open all the time. Has he tried to contact you yet? ''

'' No, he hasn't, and he won't ever. ''

You come inside from the balcony. Your father and I are very worried about that boy.

'' Mom, listen to me! ''

'' Yes, what is it? ''

'' If you keep worrying like this, you will only make yourselves sick. I'm 100% sure that Simon won't do anything, but even if he did, we could handle it. ''

'' What do you mean? How can you be 100% sure? ''

I took a deep breath and said, "Simon died four days ago, Mom. The person who is no longer in this world, how can he harm your daughter? ''

'' What are you saying? ''

'' I'm saying it straight, Mom. Simon is no longer on this earth, and I have hurt myself more than anyone. I couldn't bear the pain I caused. ''

'' You are speaking so naturally that it's hurting me to believe you. ''

'' So what will you do, Mother? I, who was your 7-year-old love, have killed. I have made her life like a pile of sand, and I have ended her life with my own hands. Just as I used to play all afternoon as a child, breaking everything at dusk, it's just like that. ''